- Lonely -

Kemana aku harus menumpahkan ini?
Kemana aku harus bercerita?
Aku merasa lemah
Aku merasa sendiri
Guard me, God...

My Heart's Speak

Terkadang, tanpa kita sadari..
Kita terlalu egois
Menyalahkan orang lain
Merasa diri kita paling benar
Let's just talk heart by heart
Untuk menemukan suatu jalan
Jalan yang akan menuntun kita
Menuju akhir yang lebih baik dan bahagia

LOST LOVE

I play my sweet old airs -
The airs he knew
When our love was true -
But he does not balk
His determined walk,
And passes up the stairs.

I sing my songs once more,
And presently hear
His footstep near
As if it would stay;
But he goes his way,
And shuts a distant door.

So I wait for another morn
And another night
In this soul-sick blight;
And I wonder much
As I sit, why such
A woman as I was born!

*Thomas Hardy

- This Feeling -

it's hard when far from you
it's hard to know that you are not with me anymore
it's hard to realize that you are not beside me
it's hard to through the days without you..
are you still love me? miss me? thinking of me? need me?
because I still on that way
and hoping that you were too..

- The End -

Saat semuanya harus berakhir
Apapun takkan bisa terucap
Takkan bisa mengganti
Takkan bisa mengungkapkan
Takkan bisa menerima
Takkan bisa lebih tenang
Takkan bisa menyatakan

Tegar.. Sabar.. Tabah..
Tapi takkan bisa sebegitu mudahnya
Terlalu indah untuk diabaikan
Terlalu indah untuk dilewatkan
Terlalu indah untuk diakhiri

Tapi terlalu sakit untuk dikenang
Terlalu sakit untuk membayangkan
Terlalu sakit untuk mengutarakan kembali

Airmata pun tak menjelaskan apa-apa
Hanya bersembunyi dibalik kesedihan
Hanya bersembunyi dibalik kekecewaan

Senyum pun tak menggantikan semua yang telah hilang
Hanya bersembunyi dibalik kepalsuan
Kepalsuan perasaan yang tersimpan
Kepalsuan hati yang terluka
Kepalsuan karena kesedihan yang mendalam

So Sick Song

Well, it’s been… hhmmm.. three days since he decide to over this beautiful journey. One thing that on my mind is So Sick song by Ne Yo, even I don’t what it’s the lyrics tell. But I know that’s it’s about heartbreaker. Uuupppss, I’m not a heartbreaker. I’m just the sadder person? Is there a nice word to describe my condition? Haha..
And when I browsing to search this Ne Yo lyric, I just laugh and can’t stop laugh. Damn! Why it’s so damn perfect with my condition? On that lyric said that “Gotta fix that calender I have that’s marked July 15th coz since there are no more you there’s no more anniversary”. Yes, he decides broke up on that day, the day that actually to celebrate our 6th moth anniversary. It’s just a perfect song, thank you so much Ne Yo to create this song.

*Love and Miss you
Juliet

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Aku tersenyum
Harusnya hari ini..
Aku melewati hari dengannya
Harusnya hari ini..
Melengkapi perjalanan kita
Harusnya hari ini..
Merayakan kebersamaan kita
Harusnya hari ini..
Aku berdoa semoga berakhir dengan kebahagiaan
Lebih kemarin dan lebih dari hari ini..